There often seems to be anxiety when going to see the doctor. A couple weeks ago, I experienced this anxiety. Being sent to a consultation, with the possibility of being screened for cancer. It was a frightening reality to think I have arrived at the age of needing to be screened. Come to find out … More The Doctor’s Tablet
I have been watching timelines on recovery for years. To help my healing from an addiction to watching pornography and engaging in self-gratification. If you have been reading my work, you know my struggles have been reduced to self-gratification. Having worked successfully to rid myself of watching any kind of pornography. I have reached the … More The Fourth Day
Have you ever heard the concept of an internet stalker? Someone who ventures online looking for information about a person or many people. They probably go online day after day, or night after night. Never really posting anything about themselves or commenting on the things other people post. They might be trying to keep a … More Social Media
Emotional raging has been a part of my life for most of my years. I remember the emotional rages starting after entering into junior high. They were like going through an intense temper tantrum. Beginning with anger boiling into places where the feeling could not be managed. The early forms of my rage episodes, looked … More The Raging Decrease
I chase emotional chaos in an effort to ease the feelings of loneliness. When being involved with emotional chaos only seems to exacerbate the feelings of being lonely. Because, it brings about the emotion of feeling obsessed with a social situation. It seems like when the social situation resolves itself, I end up feeling alone. … More Chasing Emotional Chaos
Narcissism has always been a word surrounding my life. From a father who had trouble with addiction and psychological disturbance. To my own battle with sexual dysfunction and the narcissistic bubble a negative habit can create. Some people battle against psychological disturbance, wanting to put in the hard work to heal from traumas life can … More A Narcissistic Trait
A Journey With Cerebral Palsy 